She Decided to be Brave I haven't written in a while...sometimes I feel like I need to have something profound to say. So all of these thoughts came to me after having a lunch date with some friends. One of the friends I had lunch with is one of my dearest friends ever - you know the kind - she knows all your secrets and she still likes you! We've been friends for around 13 years now. The other two friends have been acquaintances for a number of years, but we are just now getting to know each other and beginning to get comfortable. At one point in the conversation, I could consciously feel myself beginning to get "guarded". There wasn't a specific reason for this, I'm not sure why this feeling came upon me. I was trying to be careful so I didn't say the wrong thing, trying to think of something funny to say, or something really clever to interject into the conversation. I was so physically and emotionally aware of it at that m...