"Transformation" Lately, there have been alot of changes and "transformations" in my life. This latest painting symbolizes the changes and the beauty that can eventually come from the "mess" of life. I started this painting, probably a good 3 years ago. I threw paint on the canvas very randomly and then got "stuck". I didn't know where to go with the brush strokes or what to do next. This is how I felt also in my life. I had a "day job" that I absolutely hated, but I felt so stuck. The money was wonderful, but the trade off was that I felt like I was losing my soul. The job dealt with negative, angry people and terrible situations every minute of every day. It took a toll and I did not feel like myself anymore. I became very dark, cynical, and did not trust anything anyone would tell me. I think this carried over into some of my artwork life as well. When someone would give me a compliment on a paint...